tomorrow.

i am singing in public.
where people will hear me... and clap.
its gonna be real weird.
but hopefully real fun.

we shall see.
(but im real nervz)

In Waves

it comes in waves.
the unbearable pinch
in the chest
due to the wincing of the heart
once reminded how
it truly feels.

it comes in waves.
the loss of breath
in the lungs
due to lack of speech
pulsing through the mouth grasping for
what to say.

it comes in waves.
the plummeting weight
in the stomach
due to the misplacement of love
which was once known in full but
now has fled.

it comes in waves.

aa is a champ.

can't seem to get enough of this song this weekend.
aa bondy - black rain




Black rain, black rain
Don't fall on me
Can't you see I'm doin' my best
Black rain, black rain
Don't fall on me
When I lay to take my rest

And love, it don't die
It just goes from girl to girl
Town to town, rose to rose
All around the world
Like a ghost upon a breeze
In a land of elegies

Black rain, black rain
Don't catch me low
And cover the sinner sun
Black rain, black rain
Where can I go
When you leave me nowhere to run

And love, it don't die
It just goes from girl to girl
Town to town, rose to rose
All around the world
Like a ghost upon a breeze
In a land of elegies