Monday, May 10, 2010

bl[AH!] blah blah.

it is literally hard to believe how insane of a drop my motivation just made.
in a matter of three days i have completely lost all will to finish the semester.
in the middle of writing my art therapy paper that is due in an hour and a half,
i seriously considered taking a nap instead of finishing it. i even calculated what grade
i would get if i didn't turn it in. after realizing i would get a C in the class, i decided against
the nap.

clearly i am losing it.

all i can think about is summer, not being in school, working, playing, sleeping, not writing papers or being in class and basking in new opportunities.

but before that can i happen i have about a million hours of studio work to complete my 3 studio final projects, i have to sit through a few crits, write a few more papers, go to a few more chapels, move out, pack up my jeep to the brim, watch my friendies graduate (which will be one of the few pleasantries in this list), say goodbye to my church family and then make the long trek back home.

but hey, i've done it before, i'll do it again.
i just hope my summer fever cools down enough for me to stop and enjoy the grumblings i just droned about.
ok. im done ranting now. its go time.
more diet coke and art therapy treatment modalities on substance abuse preeese.

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